Mixed feelings through out the week..

Another week just passed by. My week kinda like a roller coaster ride, there's ups and downs through out the whole week. Lets see, start with Monday (30/3/09), it was a totally great day. Celebrated Ian's birthday in Metro Point. I blogged bout that in the previous so check it out there. Then, the roller coaster ride began to went all the way down from Tuesday to Friday, almost touching the ground. You see, my life sucks on Friday Let me tell you what happened.

1. Woke up like super early on that day all thanks to my JPA interview which was at 8 am in the morning and its in PUTRAJAYA!!

2. Found out that two big f**king ulcers in my mouth.

3. Crapped unlimited times in the interview room.

4. Rushed back home to certify my certs to find out that my car ran out of battery..wtf..

5. Trying to make myself a breakfast while waiting for Dad to come back to fetch me go school, unfortunately, there's nothing to eat at home, not even an egg..wtff
6. Dad forgot to warn me that a stranger coming my hse to change the battery box and he saw me with my super short tights..wtf
7.I was on the way out when I realised i forgot to take the house key so went all the way back again.

8. Finally got to school but its lunch break so no kerani around to help me cop my certs..CRAP!! Havta went back to school after 2.45pm..
9. The weather is f**king hot that i sweated all the way through

10.Some idiotic driver tried to cut through the queue at the traffic light and almost bang me..F him!

So by the time I reached no.10, I dunno I should cry or laugh out loud cuz I'm super tired, sleepy and irritated. When i met up Ian in KFC for lunch with few of his frens, I almost burst out my emotions on him. But its really good to see him, its lk all those bad things just *whoosh* went away. So, I had lunch with them, then went back to school again to collect my certs then went home to take a nap. Later at night, went to Ta Gu's house for dinner with my family. At least, my roller coaster began to go up the slope again after that.

I began yesterday super early again. Woke up 5.30 am cuz went for the Ching Ming thing. Travelled to two places, one in Sg. Kantan and another one in Nilai Memorial Park. Finished up everything by noon, ate lunch my cousins then went back home to take a shower a took a nap. At, 4.15 pm, Chuak Chuak Jie Jie sent a msg to me telling me she's reaching my hse b4 4.30 pm. Me, at that time was so blur blur case, so I was lk, ' oh 4.30, still got long way to go" slept back for a while. Then I lk, oh shit shit shit, its 4.15 di, haven't bath and change clothes yet.. rushed lk mad.. but I did managed to prepare before she arrived together with Ling Ling jie jie and Li Li jie jie. Four of us went to One-U for a girl's night out. Walaoleh, its super jam around Kl, even took us a good 30 mins to search for a place to park in the complex. And not to mention the endless queue at the cinema ticket booth. Bought tickets for Knowing, actually our ori plan was to watch Fast and Furious 4, but its all fully book until midnight. Even Shinjuku Incident were selling out fast. We had our dinner at Fish & Co, its almost like Manhattan Fish Market, just that it tastes nicer in my opinion compared to MFM. I ordered Salmon with Citrus Crust and Pink Fusion. We also had fried calamari for our starter. Everyone was like saying the starter was actually taste better compared to the main course, maybe cuz we are super hungry at that time. Then, we walked around, went to Mph to check out the latest books. Finally I got my "The Gift" by Cecilia Ahern which I had waited for like ages,,couldn't wait to start reading it. Besides that, I got myself another two books, New Moon and Eclipse. My cousins bought me all the books cuz they said the books are the presents from them for my good SPM results.OMG! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! I'll buy Twilight and Breaking Dawn after this cuz wanna to have the whole collection. After book shopping, we walked around while waiting for our movie which was at 9.30 pm. I bought myself a few pairs of earrings from Diva. The movie finished bout 11.30. Its quite good, in fact its quite exciting near the ending. Not gonna write any review bout it, go watch it yourself and I bet you not gonna regret it. There's huge crowd outside the cinema, you know lar its Saturday night and the prime time for all the youngsters to come out and party!! Reached home bout 12.45 pm, took a quick shower than dozed off. That's all for now. Couldn't blog any longer, Gu Gu is at my house di, gotta go off now..bye bye!

Chuak Chuak Jie Jie got distracted by me while driving

Wei Li and me

Wei Ling and Chuak Fen

Our starter..its very delicious

You got 2nd "honey" i got my 2nd "dear" lol..

Looking forward for the ending

Love,
yin

Growing up is not fun...

Adult's life makes me feel afraid. So much responsibilities, so much worries, so much burden to take care off. How good if I can remain 18 forver? How good if I can turn bak time? How good if there's no worries at all..everyday just a simple and joyful life. How good..I'm not ready to face the real world yet, where everyone seems to be putting up different face to face each other every single day. Just came back from Jiu Jiu's house.My grandaunts, aunts and uncles were there. It's bout my greatgrandmother. She's pretty old di, 95 if I'm no mistaken. Recently, she starts talking bout "something"..you know..and her body is getting energy-less day by day. So, everyone is concerned bout her health and they did say that we have to be prepare cuz she might leaves us anytime soon. That's what they were discussing just now, on what to prepare and everything, in case she decides to go some time soon. But they said that it was actually not a bad news, given that she has been living for so long in this world, maybe its time to let her go. At least she does not suffer from any chronic sickness. I just hope she will be together again with the one she loves in her after life and be by the side of God.

Love,
yin

Happy Bithday My Dear!

Happy Birthday to Dear,

Happy Birthday to Dear,

Happy Birthday to Dear,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

You are 18!! Congratesss!!

Hehe, forgot to sing to you today. Hope you had a wonderful and happy outing today. Today, ,me and Ian went out to Metro Point to celebrate his birthday. Couldn't go far cuz he has to go work in the evening. But I did have a very good time with him. Met him up at 11.30 am. I was late 15 mins cuz havta go school to see Pengetua. Oppss..yea i know he shouldnt be the one waiting there some more on his birthday..sorryyyy..We went bowling first. My bowling skills still sucks, still have no idea why the balls couldn't move straight, sure will go side ways one. Ish ish, wonder izit kena jinx di?? We had two games, both also he won. Anyway, birthday boy " dai sai" so let him win this round, next time i'll balas dendam balik..heh heh heh :P After the games, went for lunch at a Japnese restaurant which I for got the name, "Shikiya" or something lk tat. It was quite nice, not bad since this is the 1st time I ate there. Stayed there for wuite long and chatted bout many stuffs. It is so great to be able to chat like that once in a while. After that, we walked around and went in Secret Resipe for my cake indulgence. OMG! So long i dint eat the cakes there di. Ian ordered chocolate moist cake while I ate Oreo Cheese cake. Yummyyy! Hahaha jie i know you'll be jealous. Sit there for quite some time again, looked at the workers there brought in all the freshly made cakes. So many, like about 100 cakes which can last for lk what..2 weeks to one month supply of cakes? lol..serious, not joking..We then went to the arcade to pass our time. Played the basketball challenge and some kind of gun shooting game. I can official declare myself sucks at this kind of shooting game. I game over not even half of the game mean while Ian struggled until almost 3 quaters of the game. Paiseh paiseh..haha! Got myself a new watch too, it so cheap, 10 bucks only. We went back about 4.30 pm cuz need to fetch him to work. Mom got Ian a brand new school bag while I gave him a pen with some words craved on it and made him a card. Must keep it properly ya, its one and only one in the world.

His birthday card from me

Check this out! haha..too excited di

~I love you~

Love,
yin

Hari Anugerah 2009

Sorry for long time missing from blogger, just got back my CPU yesterday cuz Ken Wai took it to reformat due to the enormous amount of virus in it. Oh and it works super damn fast now after reformatted, yes!! For the previous days when my comp went into coma, I used my phone to go online. A Strymyx techincian came to repair my line, its okay now, now to say very fast at least better than last time, hopefully it will last long though. And you wanna know the funny thing is? My internet became okay but my house telephone went out of order right after the techician went off.. WTH! Ya, so on last Saturday, I attended Hari Anugerah 2009 at Convent. Met back so many good friends and oh ya i found out quite a number of them are going to JPA interview too. And the best thing is Suk Che going to the interview same day as me. Hooray! Happy cuz most of my friends are either on Wednesday or Thursday. Nancy is the earlies among all of us, which is tomorrow! I guess cuz she needs to go back to NS camp. Btw, speaking of Nancy, she cut her hair so damn short, its even shorter than mine.. don't believe? Got prove below..

See, surprise!

Me, Suk Chee, and Nancy

Me and Suet Huey

I got 4 awards on that day, which were for best subjects (Est & Geography), 12 1As, and best science stream student. School gave each of the recipents cash and certificates. The good news is I had a trophy but the bad news is its a piala pusingan, so I havta give back to school one month later..yea i know what you thinking, wth right? Lol.. but I'm really happy cause it makes me feel that all my efforts all this while paid off. No regret for it, the satisfactory feeling is undescribable.

My family and I

After the Hari Anugerah, I straight away went to Kolej Yayasan Open Day in Lembah Beringin, Tanjung Malim. As the name has indicated, that place is really "ulu". The only surrounding is trees, nothing much. Its so peaceful and pristine, very suitable place to study. Had a chat with the headmaster there, Mr. Neil. Kyuem is a college specially for only doing A Levels either Londen or Cambridge. The population there is only very limited, 200 students per year. So, its quite hard to get in there, only those students with brightest mind are accepted. And 90 % of them have sponsorship from big companies and government linked agencies like Khazanah Nasional, UEM, Bank Negara, Sime Darby and etc. The students there even have uniforms which i think makes them look quite smart and not to forget good looking. Forgot to take any pictures from KYUEM. Really hoping can get in this college.

Yesterday, its my bro's turn to take his prizes. He got 2nd place and best student for BM. The crowd there were even bigger than Convent's one. Hardly can find a seat. Sad to say that he only got one sejarah reference book and a Bm novel. Crap right? pity him..His school top student for SPM is a guy, Lee Jia Jun with 11 A1 and 1 A2. Not bad huh..he looks very familiar to me. Wonder where I saw him before..?? I think its during Kuiz Perdana..i guess gua..don't care lar.I had to wait for bro to finish only can go back, mom and ad went back earlier cuz they went to Sg. Chua morning market. Took some pics there too.

Me and mom

Dad

Bro mengelamun there

So proud of him

Love,
yin

Love..

Live with love, full of love and free to love

1. Listen to your heart, for it is so much smarter than you are. When it feels right, feel the fear, and love anyway. There will never be fearless way of loving or living in your lifetime.

2. Don't let our fear of rejection and getting hurt kill your desires or steal your dreams.

3. Love is choice and if you embrace it wholeheartedly, you are never going to lose it.

4. Love teaches you to become a better human being. Restore your faith in love and become emotionally available to each other. Put your fears and your past behind and accept this lesson.

5. Become loveable by being loving. Learn to trust by trusting yourself 1st.

6. Giving in to love does not mean losing yourself.

7. Love is not a commodity that is supposed to make you happy.

8. Love has so many solutions than it has problems.

9. Once you can understand that love is not something to be found, rather it is in you to be shared, you can love wholeheartedly without fear.

10. Don't turn your back on love everytime it touches you, because when you give up on love, you give up on yourself.

You can be loved even if you are not perfect,

You can be loved just as you are,

You can be loved while keeping your course of life,

You can be loved without getting lost in love,

You can be loved while persuing your life's dream,

You can be loved; let go and let be,

Love,
yin

One peaceful day

Slept for 12 hours straight yesterday, have no idea why I'm so exhausted. Later on that day, I helped mom and dad for some gardening in the evening. Its been months since the last time we had gardening. Raked leafs and cut flowers while having a good laugh with bro. I found some adorable clovers at the garden and collected them up. Hope can make out something nice from them. It's just a peaceful and lovely day. Some pics from yesterday:

Dad trimming up the trees

Look what bro and i found in the garden, isn't that nice? Too bad they can't be eaten..

Love,
yin

Great Day!

Had a totally great and unforgettable day yesterday. Hanged out with Ian at Metro Point and Metro Kajang after eating lunch at Pizza Hut. I ate pizza twice alone in this week..swt..but still LOVE IT! hahahah! Looked around for any nice cake to buy for Mr. Ng cuz we're going to his party later on. Mr. Ng had a party for his ex-SPM 08 students in his house. We saw a nice fruit cake at Baker's Cottage so decided to buy it. It ended up an ice cream cake actually, but anyway Mr. Ng just msged me that the cake was very delicious so don't care lar its a ice cream or sponge or mousse cake. Something memorable and sweet happened between the journey from Metro Kajang to home..something that i prefer to keep only in my memory forever. Anyway, thanks my dear Ian=)Just realise how important the word "trust" in a relationship. K..so after that, we went back my hse for a while cuz i need to refresh myself before going to the party. I'm actually very glad to see my bro and Ian get along very well. My dad drove us to Mr. Ng's hse bout 6 pm. Actually we went there early cuz the plan was to help out Mr. Ng but our help was not required there since Mr. Ng's siblings and relative were there already to help. So, both of us took a stroll outside and walked all the way to Wei Wei and Ian's friend Chong Sen house ( Yes, they live next to each other). Its like a "walk to remember", the surrounding is so peaceful, the sun is setting, ahhh..you can imagine the scenery..lol..Dropped by Wei Wei hse for a while then walked back to Mr. Ng's hse again. The party really got started at 8 pm. Quite a number of student came, met my old tuitions friends there. Chatted a lot with them about their plans after this. We had steamboat yesterday, lotzsa food bought by Mr. Ng. There's this fishcake which has love shape, so cuteee.wonder where Mr. Ng bought them from. After makan makan, everone started to get high especially Ian..haha! He sang karaoke, not one song but damn MANY songs until i forgot how many. And hey! his voice is not bad after all. He sang " Truly Madly Deeply" for me too, so sweet of him:) Oh ya! Mr. Ng sang a a few songs too, omgosh, I couldnt believe Mr. Ng can sing so well. I guessed he must have practice singing every single day. The karaoke session continued even until after I went back about 12. Again..i wish i could turn back time :)Here are some pics from yesterday:

The cake for Mr. Ng

My lovely teacher

Us

Ian and me

Love this one:P

p/s: Jie, thanks for the "My Valentine" music score, I'll try it:)

Love,
yin