You are my valentine

My first Valentine's Day was unbelieveable great! Or should I say perfect 10? I have no idea how to describe everything out, the feelings are incredible. Yesterday, me and Ian went out for our Valantine's Day celebration. We decided to celebrate it earlier to avoid the crowds on this saturday. We went to Sunway Piramid by bus and it was not as bad as i thought before that. In fact, I glad we took the bus, at least I got to cuddle with him..hahah! So, we reached there bout 12 pm, caught a movie, looked around for William's present, windowed shopping, chatted, laughed and enjoyed! Oh, we did too exchanged presents. He gave me an adorable teddy which was hugging a cup that was filled with chocolates and a Valentine's card. He does know what I love! I used the word "was" because I started to eat the 1st chocolate di..couldn't stand looking at it. It tasted incredible, its lk Cadbury. But I'm definitely saving the Ferero Rocher last to eat. Not enough with that, he too bought me this cute star which I had named it Starry while the teddy had a name " Spencer". I got this nice bracelet with my nickname on it too.. Thanks, my dear! There's been times yesterday which he did something that touch my heart. Anyway, the moment I love the most is not in the cinema, not when we "windowed shopping", not when you read me the poem, its during the journey back home. I can felt a great sence of secure when I felt asleep in his hands. Its lk no one can ever take you away from me. We reached back kjg bout 7 something. What a wonderful day!

I discovered this song "My Valentine" today and I would lk to dedicate it to Ian.

if there were no words

no way to speak

i would still hear you

if there were no tears

no way to feel inside

i'd still feel for you

and even if the sun refused to shine

even if romance ran out of rhyme

you would still have my heart until the end of time

you're all i need, my love, my Valentine.

all of my life

i have been waiting for

all you give to me

you've opened my eyes

and shown me how to love unselfishly

i've dreamed of this a thousand times before

in my dreams i couldn't love you more

i will give you my heart

until the end of time

you're all i need, my love, my Valentine

and even if the sun refused to shine

even if romance ran out of rhyme

you would still have my heart until the end of time'cause all i need is you, my Valentine

You're all i need, my love, my Valentine

P/S: To Ian, you stole my 1st kiss and I'm glad you are the one :)

Love,
yin

Pink Panther 2 rocks!

Yesterday, dad brought us to watch Pink Panther 2 in Cheras Selatan. For those who had watch the 1st one, you know how funny it is. And the 2nd one is even better. Hands up for Steve Martin! He's definitely a great actor. In this movie, he's the funny guy, Inspector Clouseau who's english accent is incredibly funny. I'm not gonna disclose the plot yet since Ian havent watch it yet..don't wanna to spoil the exitement..heheh! Overall, it's sure a movie that can make you laugh till you drop..

While in Jusco yesterday, I bought another 3 novels to read. That doesn't seem mind that i buying so many, he said, since I'm so free, why not I read more books.( Lk what Ian said, to prevent my brain from rusting). Its definitely better than hugging my Tv set the whole day, at least I can fill my free time constructively. So, I bought these books, which two of them have something to do with chocolates and their cover, although the contents have nothing much to do with chocolates. Its their "yummy" title that caught my attention actually. I think this book can last for bout one month, so i can benefit them while waiting for result to come out. These are the books I bought:

On Saturday, my bro and I had a lilttle so call "adventure" in our neighbourhood playground. We were there to play basketball cuz mom ask us to move our butts" rather than watching tv the whole day. So, we gave in and went there for a game. Unfortunately, our "game" lasted for onl;y 15 minutes. This was how it went.. Bro threw the ball too hard and it flew out of the court. So, he went to pick it up. Its only the bad news. The worse was when he tried to threw the ball back to the court, it hit a tree and the ball practically bounced back outwards. The worst news was the ball fell into a big monsoon drain. Bro and I gave each other a blank stare, meanwhile, the only word I can think of is "S**t*. *Gasps*.*Panic*. We were lk " Oh God, oh God! What should we do???!!!" Call for help? Bd idea cuz the only person who was there is an old man. We don't want take the risk breaking his bone for help us to retrieve back the ball. So, this is how our adventure begun. We went around the park, searching whether there's any way we could get down the drain. Then, bro get a "good idea". He suggested we climb down into a smaller drain at far end of the playground, then we walk along the drain which lead into the monsoon drain at another end. I hessitated at 1st cuz it was dangerous afterall. Imagine, if suddenly a big splash of water coming after you. In the end we decided to give it a try cause both of us agree that this is far better than enduring nags from our parents for losing the ball. Bro pull me together into his lil "adventure" half way, because he got afraid to go under the dark tunnel. We practically crawling all the way long. I was praying so hard that no any rats or cockraoches came in our way. Thank God we safely got back the ball. *Phew* But we did not continue our game cause the ball was full of dirts and not to mention billions of germs by then. Anyway, we decided to hang aroung the park longer cause if we went back so early, mo sure ask what happen. Since we have no intention to disclose what had just happen, we stay awhile and sat on the swings and wait for time past. It's been such a long time since I had sat on one. It brought back old happy memories..so that's my lil "adventure" on sat. Other than that, there's nothing much happening around lately.
On wednesday, I'm going out on a Valentine's date with Ian. Yohoo!! Couldn't wait for it..i wonder how will it go on..hmm..?? We are going to Sunway Piramid this time. Hoping that it will be a memorable and a sweet one. I'm very curious to find out what he is giving me..seems lk he had prepared it for a long time. I hope he will lk what I have got for him *cross my fingers*. Let the magic continue!

Hope our love will be eternity

Love,
yin

If i let you go

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 10 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY: A little Too Not Over You -David Archuleta

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?Let the music heals your soul-Bravo All Stars

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? With you -Chris Brown

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? The Winner Takes It All -ABBA

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? From the bottom of my broken heart -Britney Spears(???)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?Graduation-Friends Forever

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Barbie Girl ( So totally not!!)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? All the love in the world -The Corrs (Yeah!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Nothing Last Forever- Maroon 5

WHAT IS 2 + 2? The Prayer- Celine Dion (LOL!!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)? Greatest love of all- Whitney Houston (Got it right for once)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? The tide is high- Atomic Kittens ( Enjoying life!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? Without you-Hinder

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? God must have spent a lil more time with you -NSync

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? In Love With You- Regine Valeques

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? Beautiful Girl -Sean Kingston

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?? I'll never break your heart -Backstreet Boys

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?? Goodbye-Spice Girls ( Struck twice! Bravo!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? Incomplete-Backstreet Boys

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? Please don't stop the music-Rihanna

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?The time of my life- David Cook

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? If I let you go- Westlife


*P/s: Most of it doesnt make any sense to me..haha. But its a good try. I tag anyone who wants to do it:P


Love,
yin

CNY '09

CNY went past just in a blink. So much event happening around..and i think i got fatter already from all the snacks and junk food I ate for past whole week. All my efforts to loose weight before CNY came to a Zero!! But its only once in a year i binged myself lk that, after this all my daily mundane routines will resume back in no time. Here's some pics for the past whole week during Cny:-

Me and my lil cousins

Me and Ching Ching

Me and Mei Jie jie

Cousins cutting their cake

Here's some from Nancy's house:

Love this pic:)

Me and Glynn

Fireworks from yesterday. It lasted for 30 mins. I got quite a clear view from my room:)

Yesterday, while chatting with Ian, we (or me) discovered something interesting about the video cam stuff. I never knew that ( not until yesterday) that he can actually sees me even though he does not have a videa cam. I got quite shock too. At ist I was blur bout everything. Then he told me that he can hears and See! me on his comp. My 1st reaction was "Shit!!" He saw me in my ugly pj???!!"Lol..we then tested a few times but i guessed the connection sucked yesterday so many of our attempt fail. But i felt funny as though i am talking to myself 'cause i couldnt see him. Pray that my parents won't pass by and saw me doing that. Let's see how things go tonight..haha:)

Love,
yin

My CNY up to 3rd day

CNY Eve



This is the 1st year my family celebrated CNY away from Kajang. We travelled down to Johore Bharu, to my uncle hse. We started to travel bout 12 pm. The traffic was very heavy, especially at the Seremban Highway. There's nothing amusing sitting in the car only, so i msged Ian for a while, seemed lk his pretty busy with his friends and family. It took us bout 3 hours plus to reach Johore. Uncle brought us to check into Austin Hills Resort. Its a golf resort and man! it was so beautiful! After that, Ta Pak led us to his new house which is in Austin Heights, 1 min from the resort. We looked around, had our reunion dinner which is cartered from the resort. Had a great time talking and playing poker with my cousins. There was also mahjong games. Mathias, my cousin's husband from Germany, joined too. Oh man! He is really good at it, even better than most of us.. paisehnya..haha..This continued until past midnight. I called Ian and chatted for a while. I miss him so much at there. There's fireworks and i think most of the ppl there are quite rich, cuz there so much fireworks around the area and it continued for 30 minutes non-stop. That was the best fireworks i ever saw in my whole life. Not even KL had such beautiful fireworks. The mahjong game continued until 1.30 am in the morning, then we went back to the resort and doozed off..

1st day of CNY

We woke up at 10 something, went to Ta Pak hse for breakfast a.k.a brunch. Then, we start to travel to Singapore. Luckily the traffic was great. Dad speeded a lil. The limit was suppose to be 110 km/h but dad went over 120km/h cuz according to him the car did not seem lk moving at all. Mom kept on asking him to be slower, in case got road block or anything. Reached the Custom bout 4 pm, went through all the procedures. There's a lil traffic jam there and the officers there work super slow..serious! After that, we went to gu gu house. Its been a long time since the last time I went there. 3 years back?? I not sure but there not much different there. We help to prepare for the bbq stuff that we have to bring over to our resort. I managed to contact jie at there using Irene jie jie laptop. It felt lk something is missing without jie with us for CNY. Talked for a while with her. Then, we have to move to our resort in Pasir Ris. The place is called Downtown East, which is a very huge recreation centre for tourist. Its almost lk Sg's Club Med. Everthing is there, from shopping, to amusement parks, water parks, and any kind of food. You can get pratically everything there provided if you got money..haha..There's even this dorm for circus shows. There's a lot of tourist there. We checked in the Coastal Sand Resort which is also in Downtown East. We startesd to bbq at 6.30 pm. Gu gu also prepared some buffet dinner for us. Fen Fen jie jie and Ken Wai joined us later at night bout 8 something. Everyone is so excited to see her baby bump. We had bbq chicken, sausages, satays and becon. Its feels different to celebrate CNY away from home. And that feeling is great! Its different, not eating restaurant food. There's a lot of families there too for bbq. You can sensed the CNY mood there too. After everyone stuffed themselves with food, it was mahjong time again!! Played until bout 2 am only sleep.. hehe..it was only during CNY we can play until this late so why wasting time sleeping..haha..It was a memorable day!

spot me

2nd Day of CNY

We had a full day in Downtown East. After having breakfast in Burger King, us, the teenangers went to look around. We went in The Escape, the amusement park. It is like a mini Genting there. Sat a few rides. It was not as fun as Genting but better than nothing. Later, we went for bowling in E! Hub. The bowling centre is very huge, and not to mention the crowd there. Had to wait for a few minutes to get our place. We had one game, and its so UNBELIEVEABLE! I actually won it..haha..yeah!! We return to the resort, refreshed ourselves then gu gu bring us out to dinner. Later at night, we went to Ang Pao River, where there's this CNY Celebration there. It is at Marina Bay. Oh my gosh! the crowd there was so huge..There's perfomance on the stage. We went around to take pics of the decorations there. There's also food carnival there, lots of stalls with many varieties from around the world. We tasted some korean, Japanese and taiwan cuisines. In front of Marina Bay, there's this huge construction site. And guess what..it is going to be the largest casino in Asia. Its called The sand and will be completed in another 2 years i guess. It looks so grand from the river front. We hang out there until about 11pm then went back to resort. No mahjong game for tonight 'cuz everyone was too tired di.

I am overweight, over height and over age for this..ISH.. The not so "haunted" house

3rd Day of CNY

VivoCity Shopping Mall

I was waken up by some telephone call from the receptionist to remind us the check out time. Packed! Packed! then checked out.. We then traveled back to M'sia. Nothing much happening. Before leaving SG, we went to ViVoCity, a megamall in Jurong. Shopped a lil while. We stopped by Seremban for our dinner then went back home. Later at night, Li Li jie jie fetch me and bro to my cousin hse for another mahjong session. Played until 2.30 am yesterday. There's something i discovered bout Singaporeans :

1. You seldom see any fat ppl there given their healthy eating style

2. Singaporeans loves reverse parking

The prove

3. There's no old cars in Singapore

4. You cant see any rubbish on the road sides

Lol..anyway, it feels good to come home. I nvr miss home so much b4. I keep on looking forward to talk to Ian..haha..at least i chatted a while with him yest. Today, having some party at jiu jiu hse. We are celebrating two of my cousins b'day. Then, tomorrow got visitings. Still i enjoyed this few days a lot. More pics in my facebook. Drop by and take a look k. Bye bye!

specially for my dear

Love,
yin

Longest night ever

There's nothing worse than two sleepless nights in a row. I'm so exhausted, my mind is restless. This whole week has been an emotional one for me, joy and sad at the same time. I wonder if this continue on, can I take it anymore. Sleepless night brought out the loneliness feeling in me, but at the same time, it gave a a chance to make up my mind on something important. What mom, dad, sis and dear said keep on running in my mind. I hope I have made a right choice. Jie, I know you will be reading this post, I want to thank you for your advices and support yesterday night. I know what I want now. I want start to think for my own feelings too. I saw what you wrote in your latest post. You've made me realised the most important factor boing in a relationship, that is trust. I trust him, that what matters. So, for now, I'm pushing everything aside, just wanna to enjoy the upcoming Chinese New Year! So, to my love ones, my dear, and my friends,

Happy Chinese New Year!

May the Year of Ox bring all of you joy and happiness!

Be as strong as an ox and you will have a great year ahead!

Love you!

Love,
yin

Tagged!

Name the people you tagged.

Winnie Chen
Ian
Jia Wern

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3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
Surely both..They happy, I happy, Everyone is happy

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Used to but now no:)

5. How if people reject your confession face to face?
Pretend to be joking then dig my own grave and bury myself in it

6. God is giving you just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
Though we couldnt we together any longer, remember me always is your heart and I'll watch you from above. *Hugs*

7. What will you say to a person who doesn't want to believe you?
so what?

8. Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
yes

9. Do you have something special with you all the time?
Yes..knowing someone is loving me deeply is enough

10. Long distance love?
Not my wish, but if happens one day, I hold on to it

11. Best place to cry?
In my bedroom, with a pillow over my face..

12. Who do you love the most?
God, family, my dear, friends, my dogs..

13. Tell us of your dream last night?
Cant remember anything about last night's dream. I'm not even sure whether i dreamt of anything or not..lol. Slept lk a ^@^ until morning

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
erm..nope

15. The biggest and most hurtful lie you heard?
Until now, yet to be heard of one

16. The last person you had a beer with?
Not allowed to drink

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
Ian

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
William..he woke me up early early just to tell me to bring him his IC and Birth Cert..

19. The last person you hugged?
Ian

20. The last person you yelled at?
Not much yelling lately

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
No

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
Bro keep disturbing me doing my work

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
My love ones will be happy always and *ahemm* spm results are good enough

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Travel around the world, of course! i wish..

25. What you hate the most?
Farewells

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
Chocolates..haha

27. Five facts about me:
I love shopping
I develope a great passion towards chocolate
I'm emotional
I 'm rottening at home:P
I loves listening to music

28. Five things that scare me:

Lizards
Cokckroaches
Driving ( yes..for now)
Secrets being found out
Extremely superb hot weather

29. Two songs playing in my head lately:

Let The Music Heals Your Soul by Bravo All Stars
Its all because of you by 98 Degrees

30. Five things I treasure in my life :

God

Family

Friends

My dear

Sweet memories