A for "aha!", B for " Bulls**t!", C for "Crap!", D for 'Damn it!"

Forgive my language ^_^ Lol, I'm trying to release all my anger here. It's been ages since i update my blog. I juz recovered my computer this afternoon cuz it was taken away to reformat due to invasion of virus. N guess what, juz as my computer back, my internet connection decided to take off. What the heck! Lucky it came back in time for me to chat with my sis. Oh yeah! Sis is coming back on sat..yohoooooo!! Just on time to celebrate Father's Day. I can see Mom & Dad are very excited bout it.Hehehe! One week without computer was totally tormenting, torturing, suffering, whatever related to it..ONE WEEK, 7 DAYS! Oh my goodness, i'm sick of read, sleep and eat the whole day. That's total suckey >_<

Dad bringing us to Hainan Island, China next Friday. Yipppee!! Actually we are worried bout the AH1N1 pandemic but then who cares bout that when you got to enjoy and shopping! At least that's what I looking forward for ^_^

Hainan, here I come!!

I'm starting college in Jul 6. Moving in the hostel on 5th Jul, I'm praying that I'll get a good roommate. At least the rooms are air-conditioned, *phew* Couldn't wait to start my college life. I'm feeling v excited yet nervous at the same time. Wonder how different college life will be, will I be able to catch up with everything especially study part cuz I didn't touch a single " educational" book for this half year. Then, there's this worry bout making new circle of friends. Anyway, life is all bout changes and I'm preparing myself to face them and embrace God's plan for me.

For my dear, I don't know whether you have make your decision or not. I know it's tough for you but then remember I'll be supporting you oh! Good luck & all the best k! Muacksss (^_^) My heart will be forever by your side 24/7 :) ~1314520~( Hehe, I'm sure you know what it means)

Love,
yin

Caro, ti amo

Oh I had another great date with Ian on Wednesday. We had our breakfast @ Tong Shen then went to MV by train. First time had spent the whole day with him from breakfast to lunch then had dinner together (^_^). We were out at 8.30 am and I reached back home bout 10 pm. And we had two movies in one day, Angels & Demons and Night At The Museum 2. We watched NATM2 1st. Oh that movie was totally hilarious, I had a good time LMAO :P Then we had our lunch @ Bistro Delifrance cuz we had trouble of deciding what to eat so juz patroning Delifrance again. Besides, I love the gralic bread there. Ian ordered a set lunch which consisted of deep fried fish with arabian sauce, mushroom soup, dessert and root beer. The main course was quite delicious, same goes to the garlic bread and potato wedges. I was so full, hardly able to walk straight after the lunch. Then, we watched Angels & Demons at 2.30 till 5 pm. A&D was quite interesting although I read the book already b4 this. The story line was a lil diff from the actual one. I still prefer the novel one, maybe because the book explained it more thoroughly while the movie cut out many scences. We hanged out at MV until 6 plus then only went back. The sad case was the station was so damn packed, we missed out 2 trains b4 boarding the next one cuz they were so packed, ppl were standing barely an inch from each other. Even the train we went on was super jamed, we were squeezed lk pancake. Lucky got Ian holding me all the time, afraid that I'll get lost. Though we waited quite long b4 got to board the train, I felt the time passed quite fast at the station cuz we listened to songs and Ian was singing to me all the time. Awwww..I love his voice (^.^) He definitely has the potential to sing. We finally reached Kjg at almost 8 pm then went for dinner @ The Beach at Kajang Prima. We talked for awhile then went back home. We had a total wonderful day minus the sardined packed train.Oh ya, there's actually very good news on that day which is Ian got JPA scholarship to go to Aussie after his pre-u. He still don't have his last decision yet whether to accept it or not, but then no matter what, its still a great news worth celebrating. Congrates Liang! Your real life has just begun and you have a bright path for your future after this. While for me, I'm confirm going to start my A Level In Sunway University College in July. Though not JPA scship was quite disappointing, I won't give up now. I'll do my very best in my pre-u studies and there's still hope in the future :)

I just love to take his pictures :P

Ian so fascinated by the Transformer exhibition and sales..hahaha..

I love the pic below:-

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Guess what is he thinking..???

Love,
yin

My heart will always be with you..

Went out for lunch with Ian today at Yellow Corner. I reach kjg around 12 pm so I went to wash out some pictures and looked around Parkson and eventually bought another water bottle to replace the one I lost in KMK. Lucky it's exactly the same like the lost one, i love the design of the bottle. Since I have nothing to do d in Metro so went to Yellow Corner around 12.30 pm and waited Ian there while reading CLEO. Taylor Swift is on the cover this month and oh my! she soooooo gorgeous! Yay! Ian reached bout 1 pm, we shared a plate of mushroom fried rice since he's still full and I couldn't finished it up all by myself. Then, we went to Chip Lee and bought some stationery. We talked in the car for awhile, I finally have the courage to spill out my probs and feelings to him. Seriously, I couldn't hold them longer, there's like a time bomb in me that waiting juz for the moment to explode. N I not sure how long I can stand or ignore the feeling of jealousy. I'm not angry at anyone else except me. I can find a thousand reasons to hate myself but not him. It just... I dunno.....love I guess. Felt lot better after talking face to face with Ian. We even had an agreement, which is to spend time on chatting on Wed, Sat and Sun. Not that the rest of the days we can't talk to each other but less time. I want him to focus more on studies and this is also to help me to make myself adapt to that when I leave for college next time cuz I realised that what Mom say is true. After I start to study, I couldn't have so much time anymore to chat and spend time everyday with him while coping with my studies. I know it'll be very hard at first given that I chat with him almost every night now but then all it takes is time to make myself adapt to it. I rather I suffer now than crying over it when I start college. Ian, I hope you understand it. I'm sorry if all these make you sad, regret or fed up, but I need to do this.

Tomorrow, 29/5/09 will be our 5 months anniversary. When look back, there's so much things have changed. There's happy ones and not to forget sad ones. But I'll only craved those joyful times with you in my memory. I hope same to you also. I made a memory book for both of us to keep all those beautiful poems you made for me cuz I really love and appreciate every single of them. I took about one week to complete it, hoping that it will cheer you up. I hope it really does. I made a memory in my mind the picture of your surprise and happy reaction this afternoon when I showed it to you. Your reaction is like a baby who got his first toy, surprised, happy and at the same time wondering what is it. And I wont forget the way you look at me with those eyes that really melts my heart. I took some pictures of each pages in the book. Here they are~

The cover

Ian, no matter how many times I repeated, I don't get bored to say I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Happy 5 months anniversary to both of us!Yay!!

And Happy Dumpling Festival to everyone!

Love,
yin

Specially for my dear sis

Happy 21st Birthday jie!

Yeah!

*Throw confetti n sweets*

* You Strip Dancing*

HAHHAHA!

I know you'll do that if given a chance..Omg! Couldn't believe you're 21 d. It's seems lk just yeaterday we celebrated your 20th one. But trust me, we'll have another one this year. This's the 1st year we celebrate your bday using video cam and you thousands miles away from home. But it's okay, you'll be home in just 3 weeks. Jie, you are always my best sis ever. I miss the sisters time we had at home. Always love you! Everyone at home is waiting for your return. Really looking forward for it. Muacksss ^.^ Remember these pics(below)? Seriously, we need to take new n updated pics together when you back home..look at these and you'll know why..

p/s: To anyone reading this post, I know you are trying your best not to burst into laughter to look at my muka tembam and my childish hairstyle. Even I myself couldn't stop laughing when see this. So go ahead and laugh~~~


Love,
yin

Gossips!

Hot gossips are like hot potatoes, must be digested while its hot and fresh, if it cools down, it doesnt taste that nice anymore. It's marvellous during hot days lk now. Even better if comes with juicy gossips.Eh, I'm talking bout gossips not potatoes..lol..i think the hot weather makes me gone crazy. I'm gonna continue my hot hot fresh gossips/kaypo-ing with sis. Bye bye!

Exactly~~

p/s: It's totally normal if you don't get what I'm trying to say. But if you do, welcome to my world!

Love,
yin

This is what free person does~~

What is your mum listed as in your phone?
Mummy

Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Many girl friends but there's only one very special guy in my life, you know who you are..

What was the last thing you watched on television?
HK drama, D.I.E

Will tomorrow be better than today?
Hope so, if there's a change in my freaking fixed routines

Can you live without your cellphone?
No way!

One thing you are looking forward to?
starting college, b4 that going out with dear during school hols

Why did you cry the last time?
Cuz that f**kin JPA schship and Matriks

Would you rather fly, drive or travel by train?
Of course fly! but then for normal life, drive is better than taking the train, hate being squashed lk canned sardine

Are you tan?
err..i guess not, sun is my life time enemy

Did you cry today?
I had a wonderful day, no way I cried

Who did you last see in person?
Ian

Where did you get the t’shirt you are wearing?
My closet

Is there something that reminds you of someone everytime you see/hear it?
My necklace reminds me of him every single moment

What were you doing last night at midnight?
Finished up the last episode of HK drama until 1 am

Can you get over people easily?
No, depends on who that person and what he/she did to me

Could you date someone taller than you?
100 %Yes! I need someone taller than me..

Did you hug someone today?
Yes

Do you miss the way things used to be?
Part of it, lk high school life with my friends last time

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can talk to?
Yes

Is your life anthing like it was a year ago?
Part of it still the same lk how i still love to sleep, but there's a lot of things changed too especially when comes to relationship part.

Have you ever thought of getting your nose pierced?
Not allowed, nvr think of that b4. It must hurt the hell out of me, freakay!

What holiday is your birthday closest to?
errr..Merdeka? July has no public hol i guess..

Are you going out of town soon?
Maybe, going to college in July

If you could change your eye colour, would you?
No, I'm happy with black

What are you thinking of doing right now?
Watch tv while waiting for Ian to on9

How are you?
Consider fine, still in one piece

What is your ringtone?
Kiss the rain by Yiruma

What happened at 10.00am today?
Still in the middle of my sweet dream

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Yup! Mr. Patrick Ng, my chemistry teacher

Do you ever get good morning text from anyone?
Yup, most of the time from Liang

Where is your cellphone?
here...

Money or love?
Both, but love as priority. Love makes my world brighter

Do your parents really know you?
Consider quite ok cuz I share a lot of my problems and my thoughts with my parents.

Do you think someone is thinking of you?
Err, i think so, maybe..

Do you think people talk about you?
Sometimes of course

What was the last thing you laughed at?
Bro's stupid jokes

How did you wake up this morning?
Phone alarm

What were you doing at 7 this morning?
Dreaming

Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
Yes! Almost everyone of them

How many texts are in your inbox?
200 plus..

Is the last person you texted male or female?
Male

Have you argued with anyone today?
No

Do you like your life?
Quite satisfy, hope can be more exciting cuz my life now seriously monotonous

What are you listening to?
Moments by Westlife

Are you shy?
sometimes!

What did you do yesterday?
Watched HK drama, sleep, eat, chat on9

What plans do you have for tomorrow?
Sleep, eat, on9, watch tv

Do you have any summer plans yet?
No, but hope to start college soon

Who was the last male you hugged?
Lol, Ian, 6 hours ago

Who was the last female you hugged?
eehhh, ermmm, Nancy, Jeeva and Bee Tao I guess, b4 I left KMK on last Fri

Who was the last male you spoke to before you went to sleep last night?
Bro, was asking him to turn off the TV. Mid year exam still can watch tv, haih..

What did you order the last time you had fast food?
Fillet O Fish from McD

What did your last incoming text message say?
Just a short one from Ian saying that his bro signed in his msn acc, not kena hack, lol

When was the last time you talked to an opposite sex on the phone?
This afternoon with Ian

What was the last movie you watched at home?
Madagascar 2

Who was the last person that called you?
Bee Tao, was wishing her happy birthday

Do you think someone is mad at you right now?
Hope there's no one..

Who do you want to tag?
Anyone reading this

Love,
yin

When everyone is busy with their lives, I felt hopeless..

Ya, i know i complain a lot lately. I'm turning in granny soon if I don't start working out my mind once again. Felt so lonely, since most of my friends had started school and dear is busy with his school studies and cope with his work. Even Nancy made a sudden decision to come back from KMK and going to start school tomorrow in KSH. When everyone around me start to get on their lives, I couldn't help feeling jealous and envy of them. To be serious, I couldn't wait to start studying too. This might sound funny if I said it 5 months ago right after SPM, but now after more than 5 months rotting at home, school/college turns out to be a place i really want to be where I can be with all my friends. At least someone is there to talk and joke with me, not facing the computer the whole day without anyone I can talk to. During these lonely periods, I really want to msg/call Liang to find out what he's doing, but then...i realise that he needs his own time and spaces too, given that now he had to cope with both his studies and work. So, I'll turn into another option, the TV!!

Today, I gathered with my girl friends at McD. We had another "Convent" girl (not!) joined us..hahhaaha, he self proclaim himself one of us too. I met Nancy at Chip Lee. She was actually not free to join us but she ended up with us too cuz I promised to fetch her back home. There's 9 of us at Mcd, ( Me, Ian, Nancy, Jia Wern, Glynn, May Yee, Pei Qi, Mei Qi and Michelle). Suppose to be more ppl but the rest can't make it. We ate our lunch until 2 plus, then went Chip Lee again cuz the girls wanna to buy some books and stationery. I then fetched Nancy, May Yee and Glynn back 1st b4 picking up the twins. Eh wait!! (Forgot liao) Its Ian's turn to drive us this time. Thank God everyone arrived home safely..hahhaha! Me and Ian chatted in the car for a while b4 I sent him back home.As usual I'll be complaining this and that and he'll think from the positive sides. Sometimes I wonder, who can stand all my whining and grumbling besides you. I think one day you'll get fed up with it and ask me to shut up..hehhe! It's almost like 10 days more b4 he'll be free to go out with me. Argh! I just can't wait for someone to bring me out..anywhere will do, just get out of my house. Mamak stalls will be a nice idea too~~

I got addicted to this song played by pianist Yiruma. It's called Kiss The Rain. The melody is great. Here's the video clip link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCSe66pWNmc. Enjoy!!


Love,
yin