my little thought: Friday, January 23, 2009

There's nothing worse than two sleepless nights in a row. I'm so exhausted, my mind is restless. This whole week has been an emotional one for me, joy and sad at the same time. I wonder if this continue on, can I take it anymore. Sleepless night brought out the loneliness feeling in me, but at the same time, it gave a a chance to make up my mind on something important. What mom, dad, sis and dear said keep on running in my mind. I hope I have made a right choice. Jie, I know you will be reading this post, I want to thank you for your advices and support yesterday night. I know what I want now. I want start to think for my own feelings too. I saw what you wrote in your latest post. You've made me realised the most important factor boing in a relationship, that is trust. I trust him, that what matters. So, for now, I'm pushing everything aside, just wanna to enjoy the upcoming Chinese New Year! So, to my love ones, my dear, and my friends,