I promise you..(!warning: do not read if you have a weak heart)

To my special one,

I promise you that our heart will stay close forever no matter how far we are

I promise you that I'll keep your heart forever and you have to guard mine

I promise you that I'll stay strong without you by my side

I promise you that I'll take care of myself properly and won't make you worry

I promise you that you'll be "promoted" when you are ready

I promise you that I'll hold on to all the above promises and other promises I have made as long as I live

Lol..the 5th one sounds silly..only you'll understand it..haha..sorry for my today's immature reaction. I know I'm suppose to be happy for you. I don't know why I reacted in such way when you told me that. Maybe I'm overly emotional..or maybe I just fear to loose you. When I thought back, I felt so silly for being such a child. I should have handle it better, in a more adult way. I should have known it will happen sooner or later. Anyway, I'll treasure every moment we will be together now and hope for the best for our future. Got to go find chocolate gor gor now..really need it. Hahaha..adios!

p/s: I had great moment with you today (minus the emo part). Thanks for the wonderful memories. I love you :)

Love,
yin

Happy Birthday Dad!

My dearest dad is turning 49 in less than 15 mins..

Happy Birthday Dad!

*Muackss*

Today, we had a dinner celebration for my dad in Milwaukee, a western restaurant located in Balakong. It was our first time there and it gave a pretty good impression. And guess what, my dear Ian came along with us too. Mom and Dad invited him to join with us, and he's proud to be part of the history making in Chen's family..hehe..This is because this is the 1st time we had a *not yet, soon-to-be* family member to celebrate an important event together with us. I'm really happy that Ian and my parents got along extremely well. They had many topics to talk about. I'm sooooooo proud of you my dear! Another reason to be happy is that we finally got to talk and SEE each other after 40 plus hours din't speak or hear from either. Nope, we were not fighting or having cold war. You see, we had this silly idea to test how long we can survive without contacting each other. We we had a deal that we were not suppose to chat or msg eachh other since yesteday until just now evening and find out how much we'll miss each other. And i can say this is a very idiotic idea cuz when we purposely not contact each other, we made ourselves miss the other person even more. That was such a crazy move..we swore that we'll never repeat that ever again. Ok..back to the dinner. So, we had a very great dinner, the food was very nice and the environment was great! They even have a live band, unfortunately the sound system was a bit loud which made us practically havta shout to each other in order to talk. Then, we came back around 9 something as Jie was waiting for us to online and sang birthday song to my dad. Lucky this time, emotion was under control and every thing was just as planned. I noticed that Dad had a beaming smile on his face during that moment. I hope i can make him happy lk this every other day. Me and Ian bought a pandan layered cake for dad as I know that he prefer this rather than chocolate cake. Glad that everyone love the cake. After we had our cake, i fetched Ian back home. We had our sweet lil time before sending him back. Chatted a lil while, and something happened that I rather not mentioned it here. But i did have a great time with him. All this talking makes me understand him even more and love him ever deeply. We sorta settle out something between us and I hope Ian will remember what I told him tonight. When I reached home, I gave dad his birthday present, a homemade photo frame. Proud that he's absolutely happy with the present. Oh well, it's already past midnight so Happy Birthday again to my dad!

The restaurant

Ian & Me

Us again

Dad and Mom

Just love this..but less one person..

My family

Dad and Jie

Dad blowing the candle

The photo frame I made

Love,
yin

Time can't be gifted, but it can be shared

I stayed up until middle of the night yesterday to finish up reading "The Gift" by Cecilia Ahern. Not that i wanna to prove how much I can read but it just that the story line kept on making me to continue reading it. I was very curious to find out the ending of the story which I did managed to finish up by 3 am. You know what, I adore Cecilia Ahern, all her novels are incredible *worship her*. It's not just about romance, its about love not only "boy-girl" relationship, it also revolved love for your family, friends and to the people surrounding you. And you might not know, any person around you might be an angel sent by God to make things better, to correct what is wrong, to change your perception and view about things you might not realise before this. "The Gift" is really a Christmas story, all about spreading the love to other people, especially to our family and dearest ones. What I can say is that its the most meaningful story Cecilia Ahern ever wrote among all her novels. They never failed to make my tear ducts work every time i reached the ending. First was P/s I Love You, then If You Could See Me Now, and now The Gift. Cousin bro promised to get me Thanks For The Memories when he go to MV soon. With that, my collection of Cecilia Ahern novels would be complete. and I'm hereby to say I that I'm really proud my them. Today, I started to read New Moon. You see, my mood is like the sky today, moody and cloudy the whole day. I don't even feel like moving around and there's even nothing for me to do after came back from breakfast at Sri Petaling. Tried to find anyone to chat on msn but seems like most of them had their weekends planned out already except me. Didn't intend to bother jie cuz i know she is studying for her important exam on Monday.So, I just laid back and read New Moon until dinner time. And I'm surprised how much I had read in within 6 hours. I almost made it through half of the book already. Though I already knew the ending of all the story, but still it's very fascinating, the story between Edward and Bella and how they overcome all the obstacles for being together ( one being a vampire and another person is a human). I'm too waiting for the whole collection of this story, geee..can't wait for it. I'll continue reading my novel for now while waiting for Ian to sign in. Anyway, before I chao, let me ask you this simple question,

If you could wish for one gift this Christmas, what would it be?

Though this question sounds awkward at this moment and Christmas is months away from now, give it a thought, maybe you could have an early Christmas wish. Who knows Santa might be kind to you..

P.S~ Jie, last night I dreamt that you came back to M'sia and we went for shopping together and we had a blast..lol..really hope time will fly and comes to June faster..

P.P.S~ Ian, maybe you are true bout a person's scent. No one can imitate it. Anyway, I'll try to get you a bottle of what I'm using now. Maybe Guardian didn't sell the exact same one.

Love,
yin

~Looking forward for the next 100 days~

WOW!

WOW!

WOW!

Okay..chill people, I'm not turning into a dog yet..just... Waoh! Couldn't believe it have been the 100th day since we hooked up..oh yeah! Love it babeh! Yesterday, 8th April 2009 was me and Ian's 100th day aniversary.

Super Waoh!

Maybe for some of you out there, it seems lk pretty meaningless, but to me its freakin' importamt..gosh! Its so fast! There's so much happened between these 100 days, included sad and happy times together. But I can proudly say that we have more happy times than sad times. Its like the best 100 days I ever been through. And my bf is capable of giving me a real surprise. Look below:

He made a card for me! omg!

To mark this historical (to me) day, we went for a swim at Mewah Club. Ian came to my hse bout 3 pm, did some Mr. Ng's lil project together, then went out at 5 plus. Okay..there's some tiny weeny distraction before we can jump in and swim but anyway no point to blog that, so I'll just skip that corrupted part. So, we swam around, and talked while looking at the sunset. I never notice the sun was so beautiful when it's setting down. Ian was holding me together during that moment. I love that moment so much.....okay..*ahem* ya so we swam until 7.30 pm. Then had a quick shower until 8. We had our dinner at 21st Century Cafe at the club. It's my dinner with him, as in two person together only. The scenery was spectacular from the cafe the sky were quite clear, and we even managed to see Twins Tower from there. I ordered Mushroom Chicken while Ian selected Black Pepper Chicken Chop. We had garlic bread and wild mushroom soup as our starter. Managed to finished up all the food cuz we were super hungry after all the swimming.

Had our *sweet lil moment* together after that. We were admiring the view of kjg from the club and its wonderful..I listened to his heart beat extremely fast..lol..we talked for a moment. Havta leave bout 9. 30 cuz needed to fetch him back and promised my parents that I'll reach home before 10 pm which I did managed to arrive on dot.

My dear, thanks for everything. You made my life so much more beautiful.

Love you always!

Focus on the food..not me. I proudly say that i stole this pic from his blog :p
(chlorine water+ camera flash= ugly [ courtesy from Winnie Chen Wen Yi])

Ian and the super big glass of watermelon juice

Love,
yin

Yayasan Sime Darby interview

Yesterday, I went to the interview held by Sime Darby in Sime Darby Convention Centre in Mont. Kiara. Another day to wake up early, I got my personal alarm clock, haha who called me at 6.15 am to wake me up. For once, its so nice to hear my "alarm" clock's voice. Usually, I hate alarms, but this is totally different..ahaahaha! Okay..*ahem* Ya, so I got up, prepared myself and dad fetched bro to school then travelled to Mont. Kiara. The traffic was quite heavy in KL, you know lar, everyone had monday blues, so woke up late and rushed to work together. Luckily, I managed to reach there on time. Quite surprised cuz there's not much candidates there. So, after registered, I went around and mixed with them. There's only 28 candidates yesterday. And only 9 of them including myself are girls, the rest in the opposite species. The personel in charge told us that we are out of the 90 candidates selected from 2000 applicants who got shortlisted for interview. At least this made me felt happier.Then, we are divided into groups of four. While waiting for my group's turn to have our group discussion, I chatted with the rest of the interviewees. They were all so friendly.. and oh ya! they knew how to make jokes too. I used to think that all those excellent students will only be talking bout studies and career, but its totally opposite of it. We were laughing all the way through. My group discussion was about misbehavior in teenagers nowadays which was quite an easy topic. Others group got lk Bukit Antarabangsa lanslides. My group memebers, Siti, William, Edmund and me had so much to discuss but we were only given 30 mins. So, we din't managed to tell out all our point, but I'm quite satisfied with it. After finish the group discusion, we were asked to wait in another room with the previous group while waiting for the rest to finish up their task. Then, have to wait another 1 hour for lunch. Since we had nothing much to do in the room, we walked around the convention centre ( its huge!) and dropped by to look the the exhibition hall where they had this expo about Sime Darby Property. At. 12.30 pm, we had our luch, a buffet style in a restaurant named Halia. OMFG! Its so beautiful the restaurant and it served so many variety of food. They even had a corner for tepanyanki. I love the desserts most. The chocolate cakes are so yummy! The lunch went on until 2 pm. I called Ian up between that and talked to him for a while to stop myself from falling asleep, you know lar after full di sure feel very sleepy..hehe! My group had our online assesment later on. It consisted of three parts, first one was mathematics, second one was verbal test, and the last one was personallity test. The 1st and 2nd tests were f**king hard and we were given only 20 mins to finish up 24 ques for each test. The verbal test was something like Est where they gave you a text and we were supposed to choose a correc statements based on the text. The texts were damn hard and I had to read at least twice for each ques. As for the personallity test, it had 300 ques with no time limit for us to answer it. Its was something like JPA test. Then, everyone was allowed to go back after finished the test. This was the best interview I had been so far. I hope the coming up ones will be like that too. *cross fingers*

Us the girls..forgive my bad pose, i was not ready that time

Liyana and Wei Wen. Liyana is from KYUEM..so eeeennvvvy of her

from left: Pui yee, Siti, me

Me camwhoring in the restroom

Couldn't take my eyes off those tempting desserts

This is Shaun

The chef preparing my food

This is supper delicious..mouth watering leh..haha

New friends

Love,
yin

Mixed feelings through out the week..

Another week just passed by. My week kinda like a roller coaster ride, there's ups and downs through out the whole week. Lets see, start with Monday (30/3/09), it was a totally great day. Celebrated Ian's birthday in Metro Point. I blogged bout that in the previous so check it out there. Then, the roller coaster ride began to went all the way down from Tuesday to Friday, almost touching the ground. You see, my life sucks on Friday Let me tell you what happened.

1. Woke up like super early on that day all thanks to my JPA interview which was at 8 am in the morning and its in PUTRAJAYA!!

2. Found out that two big f**king ulcers in my mouth.

3. Crapped unlimited times in the interview room.

4. Rushed back home to certify my certs to find out that my car ran out of battery..wtf..

5. Trying to make myself a breakfast while waiting for Dad to come back to fetch me go school, unfortunately, there's nothing to eat at home, not even an egg..wtff
6. Dad forgot to warn me that a stranger coming my hse to change the battery box and he saw me with my super short tights..wtf
7.I was on the way out when I realised i forgot to take the house key so went all the way back again.

8. Finally got to school but its lunch break so no kerani around to help me cop my certs..CRAP!! Havta went back to school after 2.45pm..
9. The weather is f**king hot that i sweated all the way through

10.Some idiotic driver tried to cut through the queue at the traffic light and almost bang me..F him!

So by the time I reached no.10, I dunno I should cry or laugh out loud cuz I'm super tired, sleepy and irritated. When i met up Ian in KFC for lunch with few of his frens, I almost burst out my emotions on him. But its really good to see him, its lk all those bad things just *whoosh* went away. So, I had lunch with them, then went back to school again to collect my certs then went home to take a nap. Later at night, went to Ta Gu's house for dinner with my family. At least, my roller coaster began to go up the slope again after that.

I began yesterday super early again. Woke up 5.30 am cuz went for the Ching Ming thing. Travelled to two places, one in Sg. Kantan and another one in Nilai Memorial Park. Finished up everything by noon, ate lunch my cousins then went back home to take a shower a took a nap. At, 4.15 pm, Chuak Chuak Jie Jie sent a msg to me telling me she's reaching my hse b4 4.30 pm. Me, at that time was so blur blur case, so I was lk, ' oh 4.30, still got long way to go" slept back for a while. Then I lk, oh shit shit shit, its 4.15 di, haven't bath and change clothes yet.. rushed lk mad.. but I did managed to prepare before she arrived together with Ling Ling jie jie and Li Li jie jie. Four of us went to One-U for a girl's night out. Walaoleh, its super jam around Kl, even took us a good 30 mins to search for a place to park in the complex. And not to mention the endless queue at the cinema ticket booth. Bought tickets for Knowing, actually our ori plan was to watch Fast and Furious 4, but its all fully book until midnight. Even Shinjuku Incident were selling out fast. We had our dinner at Fish & Co, its almost like Manhattan Fish Market, just that it tastes nicer in my opinion compared to MFM. I ordered Salmon with Citrus Crust and Pink Fusion. We also had fried calamari for our starter. Everyone was like saying the starter was actually taste better compared to the main course, maybe cuz we are super hungry at that time. Then, we walked around, went to Mph to check out the latest books. Finally I got my "The Gift" by Cecilia Ahern which I had waited for like ages,,couldn't wait to start reading it. Besides that, I got myself another two books, New Moon and Eclipse. My cousins bought me all the books cuz they said the books are the presents from them for my good SPM results.OMG! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! I'll buy Twilight and Breaking Dawn after this cuz wanna to have the whole collection. After book shopping, we walked around while waiting for our movie which was at 9.30 pm. I bought myself a few pairs of earrings from Diva. The movie finished bout 11.30. Its quite good, in fact its quite exciting near the ending. Not gonna write any review bout it, go watch it yourself and I bet you not gonna regret it. There's huge crowd outside the cinema, you know lar its Saturday night and the prime time for all the youngsters to come out and party!! Reached home bout 12.45 pm, took a quick shower than dozed off. That's all for now. Couldn't blog any longer, Gu Gu is at my house di, gotta go off now..bye bye!

Chuak Chuak Jie Jie got distracted by me while driving

Wei Li and me

Wei Ling and Chuak Fen

Our starter..its very delicious

You got 2nd "honey" i got my 2nd "dear" lol..

Looking forward for the ending

Love,
yin

Growing up is not fun...

Adult's life makes me feel afraid. So much responsibilities, so much worries, so much burden to take care off. How good if I can remain 18 forver? How good if I can turn bak time? How good if there's no worries at all..everyday just a simple and joyful life. How good..I'm not ready to face the real world yet, where everyone seems to be putting up different face to face each other every single day. Just came back from Jiu Jiu's house.My grandaunts, aunts and uncles were there. It's bout my greatgrandmother. She's pretty old di, 95 if I'm no mistaken. Recently, she starts talking bout "something"..you know..and her body is getting energy-less day by day. So, everyone is concerned bout her health and they did say that we have to be prepare cuz she might leaves us anytime soon. That's what they were discussing just now, on what to prepare and everything, in case she decides to go some time soon. But they said that it was actually not a bad news, given that she has been living for so long in this world, maybe its time to let her go. At least she does not suffer from any chronic sickness. I just hope she will be together again with the one she loves in her after life and be by the side of God.

Love,
yin