I'm glad now..i really do

*Phew!*

I gathered a lot of courage to tell dad about Yi Liang and me. I was very nervous..you wouldnt had imagine how i felt at that time. I keep on thinking..what whould I do if Dad doesnt agree..what if he ask me to stop everything. My heart beated lk 200 counts/mins. For any normal human, that's a sign for heart attack or cardiac arrest..lol..I keep reminding myself that no matter what is the outcome I still had to face it sooner or later. So, when the moment of truth came, I blurted everything out. Mom was by my side..giving me encouragement. Thank you, mom! At that point, i remembered what jie told me..to follow what my heart wants. So, my dad listened, giving no expression. I was lk..omg..I'm totally so dead now. But then he uttered out the most unbelieveable word. He said the doesnt object for both of us to be together. At that particular moment, I cried, my tears flowed out uncontrolably. I don't know why..I seriously don't know. It seems lk the tears just flowed out without my concious. I was totally speechless. But he said that there's condition for that. He wants both of us to take thimgs slowly 1st..to know bout each other more. He even told me to treat this coming two years something lk "probihition period" so that we can know more bout each other and to concentrate on our studies 1st. He allows us to go out for dates but not often. I knew that both of us can go through this, can we? I felt so relieved after the conversation with my dad..but i couldnt stop crying. Lol..(i know what you want to say). Yea..I admit I'm a cry baby. At first, I really hate myself for crying so much.The last time I cried lk this was when jie went to Rusia. I promised myself since then that i'll never cry lk that anymore. But I dont think i'm strong enough..anyway, I'm glad my dad knows everthing now and it feels lk a huge burden had been lifted off my shoulder.:)

Love,
yin